Wednesday, March 11, 2020

爱不了的人,就好好说再见吧。

1
前两天在微博看到一个问题:“如果还能和前任面对面坐着聊一次天,你最想说什么?”
有人说,最好的前任就该像死了一样,消失在自己的世界里;有人害怕自己会忍不住说出藏了好久的那句“我还忘不了你”;
也有人很理智,得先看看前任的旁边是否还坐着一个现任,再决定要说什么。
我还看到有一条评论是这样说的:
“真的有如果的话,我想跟他说,没有我的日子里,一定要好好生活啊。
相爱的时候,我曾经发自肺腑地对他说过很多句‘我爱你’,但分开的时候,我忘了认真地跟他道一声再见和珍重。”
突然好伤感。
都说分开并不需要多么有仪式感的告别,但是曾经用力爱过的人,到最后却连一句真诚而认真地再见都没说过,有时候想起来,真的挺遗憾的。
2
还记得说出那句“我想和你在一起”之前,你做过多少心理建设来为 自己打气吗?
那些日子里,绞尽脑汁按照对方的喜好准备了礼物,在心里演练了无数遍终于想好了告白的措辞,确定关系在一起的那一瞬间,好像全世界的花都开了。
曾经你们都觉得彼此是最幸运的人,你们都打定主意,要陪着对方走到最后。
可是世事总非皆遂人愿,当热情褪去,失望积满,告别的那一刻,潦草得可能连一句再见都没有当面说出口。
也许是一条简短的消息,也许是一个仓促的电话,分手两个字,隔着冰冷的手机屏幕说出口,已经拉黑的对话框或者已经挂断的通话,轻易斩断了所有的机会和可能。
分手的时候,很少有人还能保持绝对的清醒和理智,等过了许久再回过头审视这段感情,才发现,结束的时候,怎么都没有来得及好好画一个句号。
3
书里说,故事的开头总是这样,适逢其会,猝不及防;故事的结局总是这样,花开两朵,天各一方。
后知后觉地明白,喜欢、相爱、能够长久在一起,原来是三件截然不同的人。
真正能够从喜欢走到相爱,经历磨合以后相守到老的伴侣,其实少之又少,更多的,总是或无奈或怨恨或遗憾的错过。
如果可以,其实还挺想认真跟你说句再见的,在那个校园门口,在发录取通知书的那个下午,在那个操场中央,在那个小城尽头。
爱过就够了,余生,就算了。
我想,告别的意义不仅仅是挥别一个人和一段感情,同时也是要告诉自己,与这个人和这段关系有关的所有盼望和情绪,也要到此为止了。
从此以后,我不再因为受过的委屈而感到不甘,也不再因为爱意尚存而感到不舍,更不再因为没有和你走到最后而满怀遗憾。
以后可能我还是会偶尔想起你,但我不再期望见到你,也不再期望拥有和你破镜重圆的机会。
相爱一场,最终分离,那么最好的结果就是,我们在与彼此无关的生活里,各自珍重,各自闪闪发光。
4
桐华在书里写过一句:“因为年少,总觉得前面的时间很漫长,长得一切皆有可能重新来过,却不知道时光的河,只能往前流,从来没有重新来过。”
有的人,这一生,就再也没机会重逢了。甚至,最后一次见面的时候,我们都不知道,那真的就是这辈子的最后一次见面了。
我知道,这世上没有谁离不开谁,时光自会愈合心底所有的伤,但我还是希望,你能够明明白白地开始一段恋爱,坦坦然然地结束一段感情。
无愧于自己,也无愧于那段热烈的岁月。
愿你我都能早日适应没有对方陪伴的日子,祝你我都能在未来得偿所愿,也都能轻装上阵,平安喜乐,各自安好。
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Tuesday, November 27, 2018

Update


嗨 小部。

上次更新已是今年2月
没想到九个月后的今天来update
竟然是带着另外一个消息来的


哈哈哈哈

还记得上一个2月的blog 还说:



那时候的我,好像能够未仆先知
因为今天的我突然想来update就是想跟你说

我辞职了。


在EY 满一年又三个月的11月,我辞职了
阴差阳错的拿到了KPMG Singapore的录取信


开工日期就在一个月后



所以,也不知道这是个好消息还是啥,
但是这是个踏出自己舒适圈的好机会 : ) 


所以,一切的一切
望一切顺利。


附上在EY Melaka最后的一场Annual Dinner的合照
纪念这美好回忆



Tuesday, February 20, 2018

2017 结束到现在,还没有上来写一写。
真是万分对不起呀小部落,最近实在有点太忙,所以冷落了你。

新的一年,我把长发剪了,留了个利落的中长发。
我还挺喜欢的呢,觉得没那么热了。

不知不觉也这样忙了半年多吧,一切都挺好的。
今天是年初六,今年是我的狗年,本命年。
或许是因为本命年本来就犯太岁,上个星期去Batu Pahat 做Audit Fieldwork,载着我的client去吃午餐回来途中,就无端端被人从后面撞了。
车厢都扁进去了,好心疼。
那个撞我的人,没有驾照,没有还road tax,可想而知,也不会有钱赔我。
只能当自己不幸运了,只能claim自己的车险。
拿去车行看了,说修理要3000多马币呢,这个时候才知道,保险真是重要。
爸妈知道这件事的时候,只说人没事就好,心里真感动。
养儿100岁,长忧99这是真的,好像又让爸妈担心了。


2018整个一月就一直处在非常忙碌的状态,把吃苦当磨练吧。
有一直赶不完的工作,还有各种各样的奇葩人事物。
没关系,二月也要过去了,时间就在忙碌中一点一滴的过。
或许是忙惯了,前几天放了几天年假,整个人好像都有点不自在呢。
之前听别人说忙到废寝忘食,原来是真的。
真的会忙到完全没有时间跟朋友出去,除了做工只想睡觉。
然后处于赚了钱 也没时间出去花的状态,这其实不是什么好事。


其实说起来,2018的开始也不完全是坏的。
那天1月15号星期一,ACCA考试成绩放榜。
我的最后一张Paper Pass了,一年的ACCA路,正式划上句点。
我终于可以暂时和考试说Bye。



这一年走来真不容易,真心觉得Degree容易多了。
不过没关系,那些煎熬努力都是值得的,也都过去了。






大家都在努力着,所以我也会更加努力的。
ACCA Pass了也算是一个结束,接下来可以好好去实践下一个想做的事情了。
小部,希望我下次回来写的时候,能带给你一些好消息。

:)



最近我跟他都很忙呢,虽说大家是同事,但是因为工作关系,其实见面的机会真的不多。
只能在周末的时候在家一起看看电视,偶尔去看看电影,我挺喜欢这样的小幸福呢。
今年的农历新年,也是他第二年来家里吃饭了,这样的相处真好,家人也喜欢他。
在他身边真的有种踏实感,有种被宠被照顾的感觉,他家人也很好。
我们之间的相处,真的很舒服。
还是没办法相信在一起一年多了,都没有吵过一次架。
他其实也不算脾气很好的人,但是从来不对我发脾气,对我总是温柔。
有很多次的瞬间,心里真的希望,如果可以一直这样就好了,如果他是最后一个就好啦。
要找到跟自己合得来又对你好的人,多么不容易啊。
茫茫人海遇见他,真是感恩。
如果说热恋期过了会进入冷淡期,那我们应该是像红酒一样把,越老越醇。



谢谢你男人,在我所有的喜怒哀乐里,不离不弃的陪伴着。

2月8日,他生日。
我送了他两张去越南河内的机票,十月尾。
想想都开心,又有动力再工作啦。

Friday, October 6, 2017

3rd Month

It'd been a long while.
And now 2017 is almost coming to an end.
It's mid of October now, time flies huh?

My last update was in July.
I started my first permanent job in August.
Working life had been challenging and satisfying though.
At least I get to do something meaningful instead of spending time doing nothing at home.

And now I'm typing this during office hour.
I just feel like updating HAHAHAHAHA.


Life as a working adult is significantly different from student life.
You start to worry about the bill, saving plan, insurance plan etc.
Well I guess my parents trained me well for being an independent girl in the past.
But I still feel different, from what I experienced in the past 22 years.
Well I guess this will be another milestone in life.
We always strive to learn and improve ourselves as we grow.

As compared to student life, working adult life can be quite boring. Ha.
My life pace started to slow down and fill with all the works.
During offwork hour, all I can think about is to get some sleep, and stay at home.
Forget about the party etc.

My relationship with papa and mama had improved ever since I decided to come back.
I guess I made a wise decision though?
I would like to make more time for them while I can.


Time flies. I had been dating him for almost a year now.
He's really a good guy, not financially, but mentally.
He will take care of me in any aspect.
I just came back from Sandakan and Penang last week with him.
I accompanied him to attend his cousin wedding in these places.
Sandakan was a nice place to chill and rest.
His uncles brought us to a nice seafood restaurant and I like it ALOT.
I like the fried huge oyster especially (The oyster size is as big as an abalone, IMAGINE THAT)



I'm writing this post to remind myself to constantly learn and strive for success in life.
And I would like to record down the memories for the moment being.
Plus, I'm going for a secondment in Johor Bahru next week, for the rest of the year.
Hopefully I will grow after this :)
All the best.

Sunday, July 9, 2017

七月是个废物月 哈哈哈
八月开始上班 所以七月对我来说 就是个自由自在没烦恼的月份
每天在家睡到自然醒 像猪一样的做废物


顺便我也去把留了一年多的头发给染深了
再见啦 小金毛
顺便附上 Before and after 的照片让你们看看对比



























没有工作 也没有考试压力的日子
去了两次旅行 剩下的日子就是在家慢慢倒数开工的日子
还有这个月尾跟大学朋友们的Krabi 海岛之旅

最近也在慢慢的充值自己
看些书 慢慢开始学投资
很多很多


然后周末就跟他出去吃个早餐
这样真好



希望未来的一切都会顺顺利利
就算有波折 也能雨过天晴

:)

Thursday, July 6, 2017

Vacation Month

Hello the first day of July, I'm back again.
June was a month full of vacation after exam.
I went to Bangkok on 15th of June to 19th of June with Xin Wei,
and then Hong Kong from 24th to 30th of June with my family.

First of all, our long awaited five-day Bangkok trip was a really spontaneous one.
I can still recall there was one day around March where we were attending our lecture classes.
As I was randomly browsing through facebook, I saw a promotion announcement by MAS.
All-in-one flight (30kg of baggage and in-flight meal) only costs RM 300++.
Well we immediately booked our flight right after our class ended hahaha.

It was my third time to Bangkok. Well you may be wondering what's so interesting about Bangkok?
Bangkok is a shopping paradise for us women I would say, and a food paradise.



This time, we still chose hotel which is located around Pratunam Market. 
Pratunam Market is a really good place to go for cheap and nice clothes. 
As usual, the weather in Bangkok is scorching hot. 
I guess throughout our five-day trip, one of the big mistake that we made was that we decided to visit Amphawa Floating Market. 
It was a total disaster Hahahaha. 
It is located two hours away from Bangkok city center. 
The sun and the distance almost killed us hahaha.






Overall the trip was really nice, except that I started to feel ill on the last two days.



















Next, I spent five nights in Hong Kong and one night in Macau with my family (24th to 30th June)
It was my second visit to Hong Kong.
I'm never a fan of Hong Kong and to be honest, there's nothing much I like about Hong Kong.
It was winter season where I first visited HK but this time, it was mid-summer.
I would prefer to stay indoor all the time but unfortunately we needed to travel and walk around, a lot.
Many people often said Hong Kong food are very good but honestly, it was overrated, at least for me.
No offense, I guess it's just a matter of personal preference.

I guess unless for special reason, I won't pay a visit to Hong Kong anymore in future.
I can name tons of things that I hate about HK but I can hardly name anything that I like about this country.
The spending level in HK is crazy, many of the people are rude, the streets are dirty etc etc.

Well, enough of my ranting, it was my first time travelling with my whole family.
Previously there were only me, papa and mama.
But this time my brother and my sister were here too.
Well, I guess overall I still enjoy this trip though.







































I guess that's all for my update for June, ciao!
See y'all BYE! :)



Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Heyyy

好久都没回来了



最近特忙
忙考试 
就在前几天的星期五 
我结束了我ACCA 最后两张 Papers 
死的非常惨烈 
最后两张真的不是开玩笑的呀 
看来实在没办法像之前三张那么顺利了吧 
我甚至都做好了会Fail 的准备呢 
虽然不希望 但是总是要往坏处考虑 
因为实在太难太难了 

就在连续几个星期关在家埋首苦读 
我终于考完试了。


不想想成绩,那个是一个月后的事
我只知道 我终于可以做除了读书以外的事了 
ACCA 真的有办法让你Stress 到想撞墙呢 
























不过一切都结束了
这也意味着 从去年7月开始的一年ACCA 生涯 
正式宣告结束 我也要跟大学说再见了 

前几天的星期六 我浩浩荡荡的开车上KL去了 
这一次,是最后一次以Sunway 学生的身份回去了
这次是去搬家 ,把我所有的东西从SLV 搬回来
Surprisingly 我的东西并没有很多 (可能很多东西也被我丢掉了) 
好感慨啊 三年 Degree + 一年的ACCA 生活就这样转眼过去了 



















曾经对这个景色感到无比厌倦 
那天晚上再次观望 却是另一种滋味
这次,我真的要离开了。 


谢谢男人 帮我搬上搬下的,谢谢你啦 💙




除了搬家,男人还特地为了我请星期一的假 
带我去云顶玩,虽然所谓的Outdoor Themepark也不知道几时才建好
但是云顶确实变了好多,新建了一个很漂亮的Mall - Sky Avenue 
我们童年中的云顶早已不复存在啦 
旧的缆车站也停用了,改用新的 Awana Skyway


这一趟 我们也没干什么 
就是走走逛逛 吃吃的,最主要就是一直在吃 
还记得第一晚 我们俩累坏了,本来想小睡一会 
结果一睡 就是晚上十点了 哈哈哈哈哈 
我们都吓死去了,差点以为已经没晚上吃了 
结果就被我们找到一个韩国八色烤肉店 
在云顶冷冷的 晚上11点,我们俩 吃着烤肉喝热汤,
超级舒服的,之后还来杯星巴克,这也算是个小确幸吧

💓💓💓


唯一不好的地方就是 云顶的人潮简直是爆满
还有赌场满满的烟味 



























接下来的一个月半就是我休息的时间了 
好像大学毕业到现在 都被ACCA 折磨着 没什么自己的时间 
这个星期四 就要飞曼谷了 
下星期飞香港了 想到就满满的兴奋呢 



还有一件重要事 我也找到工作了 
八月开工 


祝 一切顺利。 





Saturday, April 29, 2017

Main update after a month


Hey. It'd been almost a month since my last update, my apologies my dear blog.
I had been neglecting you for such a long time hahaha and I have several updates for you. 



For the past three weeks I was staying at Melaka.
I have a three-weeks break right after my last ACCA class, before EDC starts on 2nd of May. 
EDC classes are sort of revision classes prepared by Sunway TES in order for us to be more well-prepared for the coming exams. 
It was such a coincidence that his CPA study leave coincided with my holidays. 
So, during those three weeks, we spent most of the free time with each other.
It was the first time where we could spend that much time with each other HAHAHA. 
We sort of studied together as he needed to prepare for his CPA exam on 27th of April.
Most of the days we spent time hanging around at his house, with his mom. 
To be honest his mum is such a good cook, and a pretty nice person to talk to :)
I never leave his house without my stomach fully-stuffed by food.


Also, during one of the weekend, me, Wendy, Xin Wei & Wendy planned a short trip to Xin Wei's hometown, Batu Pahat. 
We spent 3-day-2-night over there.
The trip was such a disaster for our stomach HAHAHA because we just kept eating and eating and eating until I lost count of how much food we had eaten. 
After all, it was such a good catch-up session as we hardly met after our graduation.



AND YEAH, ANOTHER GOOD NEWS HERE. 
My P3 exam result came out on 19th of April and it was a PASSSSSSSSSSSS 
Can't believe it turned out to be a PASS as I only attended half of the classes. 
And now, I only have two more papers left which they are to be attempted in June. 
I can't believe my ACCA journey is coming to an end soon.
That contradictory feeling though.
And I'm going to officially move back to Melaka soon.
Well, it's time to say goodbye to TBS (hopefully) and Sunway, the place that I have spent my four-year time in.





And yup, my 3-week holiday is almost coming to an end.
My EDC classes are starting on 2nd of May :(
But well, May is going to be a really tough one but every hard works will pay off. 
Let's just do this for the last and ever (Hopefully?)

Yesterday (Friday), I went for a catch-up consultation with my dermatologist at Pantai Hospital. 
FYI, I had been seeing dermatologist since September last year. 
I had been suffering from some kind of skin problems because of stress. 
And I started taking oral pill (Roaccutane) ever since then. 
I have a love-hate relationship with those pills though.
After taking those pills, I had undergone an "exploding" stage which lasted for almost a month. 
They called it "IB" (Initial-breakout). 
My face condition became 10000000% worse than before and this scared me out. 
I didn't have the courage to step out from my house and I was afraid that this situation wouldn't get better. 
But my dermatologist said that this was completely normal. 
Things started to get better since December and my face condition had improved so much. 
And today, I went back to see her again as I'm finishing my pills soon. 
Guess what? My dermatologist said that I can finally stop consuming Roaccutane!! 
No more oral pills NOW. HAHAHAHA. 
And I can finally consume alcohol without worrying about the side effects (patients who undergo Roaccutane treatment are strongly discouraged from alcohol consumption and pregnancy)
And my dermatologist prescribed me external application instead.


I can finally get rid of those nightmares. 
Cheers to a better skin. 

:)








Life with him had been so much more amazing. 
Thank you for being such a good boyfriend.
You never fail to take care of me in any aspect. 


Thanks, and lots of love :)
though I know you won't see this. 





Monday, April 3, 2017

四月

很快的四月的脚步悄悄的近了。
离我最后一次的ACCA考试也只剩两个月了呀。
时间过得好快


这两个星期 其实也没什么
倒是有件感动的事情 
我认识十年的好友 慧敏 结婚了
算是闪婚吧 上个星期五就去她家观礼了
她过大礼呢 
而我因为家里刚有丧事 很遗憾的不能陪她一起出嫁做姐妹
看着自己好朋友出嫁原来是这样的感受啊 
人家都嫁作人妻了,而我的人生才刚要开始。
这种感觉很复杂呢
可是真的很替她开心 早点成家 也早点有个孩子什么的
我亲爱的女人呀,你一定要很幸福很幸福你知道吗。



当天的你真的很漂亮呢
祝福你 永远祝福你


💗




日子依然在平淡中度过
前几天的星期六去了他外婆家 吃了个晚餐
在这颠沛流离的人生里 
好庆幸还有那么一个你宠着我
朋友也说我整个人都变了 越来越小女人
或许也是因为你吧
总是把我照顾得好好的,也怕我受委屈
总是那般疼我爱我
这份平淡,我真的,很喜欢很喜欢。




Monday, March 20, 2017

今天想写华文


又是两个星期过去啦,今天的心情,想写华文
考完P3 也两个星期了,不敢相信我又这样KO了我第三张Paper
4月17号出成绩,希望结果是好的
我已经尽了我最大的努力了 😆


这两个星期 考完了P3 之后,我努力的想好好休息一下 
但是压力又莫名其妙的来了
我又开始担心6月的 P4 和 P6,我的最后两张
这两个星期好像也没什么真的休息到呢
除了日常生活中依旧课表爆满的weekdays 
考完试后的两个weekend 也是很精彩呢

第一个Weekend Zi Qi 来找我了,来我这里睡了一晚
我们去做了好多事呢 
吃很多好吃的,也去唱KTV,还真的蛮开心的 
那个星期六晚上我们还去找了Cassandra 喝茶

第二个Weekend呢,我回马六甲去了
有几个星期没有回去了吧
星期五晚上回去那天 是因为学校假期吧,TBS满满的都是人潮
很恐怖的人潮 ,如果不是提早买了票,搞不好都回不去了
这一次回去好像也没有特别做什么,就这样莫名其妙的过了三天
但是想了想,这样来来回回KL和马六甲的次数也剩下不多了吧
时间还真是好快呢’
顺便去看了部 Kong,他说每次看这种电影都会觉得人类的愚蠢真的是无上限啊啊
世界是多么的大
星期日 欣玮来马六甲了 我们的空姐嘉钰也难得有Offday 
我们就一起出来喝茶了 
感觉大家都长大了 聊的话题也越来越偏离学生时代
愿我们最终都会成为自己想要成为的那种人


💙💚






那天我看了一篇文章,我很喜欢 
它说,真正接地气的爱一个人,必须能够一起做两件事 - 吃饭和聊天
这两件事看似简单,但是试问问,有多少夫妻和情侣有那个耐心去细心倾听对方说话?
而且也要懂得你想表达的,理解你的所思所想
耐心,他要有。懂,他要有。
我们最怕一生孤独,我们最怕无人相知。
一个能一起吃饭的人,是最常情的陪伴,一个聊得来的人,是最好的知己。


💗💗

是谁来自山川湖海,却囿于昼夜、厨房与爱。
是谁跨过人来人往,却耽与昼夜、谈笑与爱。

原来爱是一起吃很多很多的饭,说很多很多的话,把一个又一个无聊睡过去。


以前,我不是个喜欢在社交媒体上谈论自己的感情的人
我一直也觉得,我就是性格刚强独立的那种女人

最近看了另一篇文章,

🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
它说:
想起Ella,SHE 里的假小子 
现在的她已经蓄起长发穿上裙子,眼里满溢着柔美端庄,
去做那个人的新娘,去为他生儿育女。

原来遇见对的人,再强悍再粗枝大叶的小姐,也会心细如发,
褪去层层包裹,出落成一朵不胜凉风的娇羞水莲花。

据说成功的男人身后都有一个好女人,
其实温柔的女人背后也都存在一个深情款款的好男人。
他为她撑起一片天,容许她自由来去肆意人生,
才养出她的善解人意和细致体贴。
虽说女人的幸福不该由男人来成全,
但我们的精神状态总与身边的他息息相关。
能让你每个细胞都舒展开,发自肺腑的对世界温柔相待的那个男人,
一定是你的福星和贵人。
🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟


生命中出现一个你,完全是意外
本来以为日子就要那样继续过的时候你就出现了。
在你之前,从来没想过自己也会有温柔的一面
那个你,宠着我照顾我,像个爸爸一样对我好,
我从来没试过这样被别人宠着
那个对别人板着脸的你,对我却百般古灵精怪 包容我 疼着我的你,
或许他们说,在这个柴米油盐酱醋茶处处烦恼的生活里,
找个有经济能力的男人比较好,
而我觉得,除了金钱利益的挂钩,
适不适合也是何等重要的事啊。
不需要大富大贵,我们可以过着平凡幸福的生活,
一年可以一起去一两个旅行,
有个温暖的小家,这对我来说就是幸福。

奇妙的是,短短几个月,我们出乎意料的好,
我们可以呆在家里一整天,一起看看电视,他会下厨煮东西给我吃,
跟他妈妈说说话,吃吃水果。
那些谈话间的默契,就好像已经累积了好久好久。
兜兜转转,我才发觉,原来这些小小的细节,可以让我感觉那么幸福那么快乐。
原来我要的,就是这样而已啊。
不费力,舒舒服服。


你总说我的出现,是你最幸运的事,
而我说,你的出现,把我内心那些我都不了解的温柔给带出来了。
原来我也可以小女人。

原来。




我是个不太擅长言语的人,所以,
对你的感激,我不会常挂在嘴边,
我只会写在这里。
还有会努力的体谅你理解你。
谢谢你的疼爱。

Monday, March 6, 2017

Few days before P3

I only have three days left to P3 exam and I'm so exhausted already.
Just get me the exam papers and that's it.
I'm tired of studying those models over and over again.
Please, just let me pass in one shot. 


Last Saturday he came and visited me, out of his busy schedule, again. 
We went karaoke session with EY gang at Balakong and we were having a good time there. 


There were so many people there, that night (including ex, current colleagues)
And we also held a little birthday surprise for Jiahui And Yi Hwi. 
:)


And now I start to miss him already.
Sigh. 


Wednesday, March 1, 2017

March



Without me noticing, March is here, and my P3 exam is only one week away. 
Well, I really want this to end as soon as possible. 
Been going vegan for almost a month now, soon I'll be able to eat meat again HAHAHA. 

Last weekend, I went out for a dinner with some of the SBIS members.
Time flies, we used to do all the events together. 
And now, half of them are working adults now.
It's terribly surprising when you realized that those fabulous, unforgettable moment had left us so much far behind.
We went and had our dinner at a vegetarian Indian restaurant and we chatted at a local mamak at USJ until midnight.
I think they formed part of the good memories in my degree life :)
And those good memories will remain in our heart as we go along with our own life.


Yesterday, Choy gave me and Xin Wei a ride to Sunway Lagoon Club to collect our graduation studio photos (one month after graduation ceremony)
And those photos are quite well taken.
:)
Can't believe I'm really a Acconting & Finance degree graduate now. 
Well ACCA graduate on the way :)



Well I can still recall those times back when I was still 13 years old.
I used to be so rebellious and fearless.
I admit that I actually failed my parents a couple of times back then. 
But still, I still managed to make my parents proud after so many years :)
I'm glad I actually took the initiative to make a big change in my life. 
Thank you, to the old Me few years back, and the current Me who still continues to try her very best to make her parents proud :) 




I need to work even harder to ensure that I pass my papers now. 
I can't wait to finish all the exams by June and go travelling around! 
I booked a flight to Bangkok with Xin Wei in June ( one week after our last ACCA exam )
And I'm going to Hong Kong with my parents at the end of June as well :)
and the last one, Krabi trip with my besties in July. 
I actually prefer to start working from August onwards.
:)
So yeap, let's just work harder from now on.
And all the best for my third paper next week! 


Cheers.
And BYEEEE. 

Tuesday, February 21, 2017

Update

I went back to Melaka this weekend. 
It'd been a while since CNY holidays.
This week is PT week so we will not going to have classes. 
I went back on Friday and I gotta go back tomorrow (Wednesday) 

These few weeks had been a really stressful period for him. 
Well I feel so helpless for not being able to offer any help other than mental support. 
But what to do? This is the life of an auditor huh. 
On Saturday, we spent the whole afternoon at his house, with his mom. 
He was busy doing his works on his company laptop, I was studying for my exam. 
He even cooked me lunch.
He apologized for not being able to accompany me properly but I do appreciate his efforts in making his time for me. 

And today, out of his super busy schedule, he squeezed out a few hours just to watch a movie with me. 
I'm truly touched. 
He said even though he's so busy he's still going to make time for me no matter what. 
I appreciate your effort. Thank you. I'm blessed :)

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Valentines Day 2017

Happy "Florist-Is-Getting-Rich" Day!
Hahahaha well, I am not a Valentine person.
In other word, I don't find celebrating Valentines Day necessary.
As long as you are happy with your other half, those fancy celebrations don't matter that much. 
My eyes had almost gone blind by just looking at all the overwhelming Valentines post on Facebook and Instagram.


He gave me flowers and hand-written card a few days ago.
We did not celebrate our Valentines Day together as we both were busy with our own stuff in Batu Pahat and KL respectively.
Well, at the beginning I didn't expect anything from him, so he completely surprised me when he showed up with those beautiful roses.
Even in the past, right before him, I didn't celebrate Valentines Day with my boyfriend either.
So it kinda makes up a habit or a normal thing for me.
By the way, thank you for the flowers, they are beautiful.
And what makes me even happier is the hand-written card that you gave me.
You know what, in this 21st century where technology is slowly invading our life, this kind of old-school romance has become increasingly rare.
This is probably the third hand-written card from you ever since we knew each other.
Two post-cards, one Valentines gift card.
I appreciate this efforts, it means a lot to me as compared to anything that can be easily bought by using money.
This effort is priceless.




So on Valentines Day, I still attended my classes as usual.
There was nothing really special about this day though.
I went for a dinner at a vegetarian restaurant with Kathleen, Xin Wei, Yi Zhen and Choy.
That was our kind of Valentines Day hahaha as our partners were not around too. 
Kathleen came to Sunway today from Penang and she is going to stay at our house until Thursday. 
Five of us had a really good catch-up session over our dinner and we even video-called Jia Yee too.
I'm so glad to know that she is doing well in Singapore :)





After the dinner, me, Xin Wei and Yi Zhen paid a visit to the Disney Tsum Tsum fair at Sunway Pyramid and we were so obsessed for the Mickey-Minnie plush cushion. 
Three of us are regular player of the game and we LOVE those characters in the game a lot. 
We had totally gone crazy and lost ourselves at the fair though. Hahaha.
There was a machine over there and they let us to play Tsum Tsum game.
If you managed to get score above 8 million you can get a free Tsum Tsum bookmark and a entry to the competition. 
At  the end, we bought ourselves a super cute Mickey-Minnie plush cushion for RM 69.90. 
We must be crazy back then hahahahaha but we were so happy.
This may be considered a Valentines gift to myself? 
And also we passed the game then we won ourselves a super cute bookmark too!




Those decorations at the fair are so cute! Hahaha.
I used to question why some people can be so obsessed about Hello Kitty.
Now I start to question why am I so obsessed about these Tsum Tsum characters.
The rationale behind may probably be the same, but, I still hate Hello Kitty though hahaha. 




Out of all the options, three of us bought the same one.
As yesterday was Valentines Day, the fair was so crowded.
We even needed to queue up for payment for our cushion toy.
Most of the people queuing up for payment were guys (A moment of pity to all those guys, to their wallets huh)







But still, it was a fun night indeed.
And I can't wait to finish the rest of my week and go back to Melaka this weekend. 
And ya, I notice I have been updating quite frequently lately.
But it's okay for me, I just feel like updating.
I want to look back to my posts a few years later and see how much I have grown up throughout the years. 
I guess I have been abandoning this place for too long and it's time for me to catch up.


Sometimes, people comment and tell you what to do.
But in fact, you're the only one that can judge yourself.
I'm glad you actually took the initiative for our relationship when I insisted a NO
Thank you for always taking care of me.
You have taught me to see the best in me.
Thank you for always tolerating with my nonsense.
You cook/bring me breakfast whenever you're around. 
You always offer to help me to dry my hair.
You're the one who always carry most of the heavy stuff but still make an effort to hold my hand.
You're always the one who look through all my hidden thoughts. 
You're always the one who do all the cooking whenever we go for our barbeque dinner at BBQ Plaza/Korean Restaurant or whatsoever. 
You're always the one who extract all the prawn shells for me.
You always run your finger through my hair and tell me how proud you're to have me.
You remember all my likes and dislikes.
Etc etc. 
Thank you for all the little things.
I know you are not going to see this post, that's why I'm so comfortable of writing these in here. 
I may not be the person who is expressive, but I do love you.

Thank you.