Well ..

Since there was a system error with my chinese-typing function tool 

I am forced to write my article in English as well 

forgive me for any grammatical or spelling error :)

this is my very first time

*Deep breath*

the Senior UEC exam had started for already 2 days

I am aiming quite high target this time 

as this cert plays an important part affecting my future

9A ?

hmmm 

i had achieved this target in my trial exam
in a hard way

but how about UEC ?

can I ?

had already overcome 3 subjects in these 2 days

which were Bahasa Malaysia , Chinese Language and History 

History brought me into depression 

i read the questions once , and twice ............ repeatedly , in the examination hall

disappointment had covered all my mind

yes , this year was a quite hard one

and i found that 90% of my preparation had been wasted

I spent almost 1 week on it during my 3-week study break

memorized and studied quite frequently

hoped to get an A1

since i had a high expectation on this subject

Okay , fine .

most of the question that i aimed didn't come out

I had memorized at least 65 questions ! 

finally
i could just be able to answer 3 questions but the paper required 4 . 

how come ?

I think my A1 had already gone

hoping that I still have an A2 

or maybe worse ?

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHH !!!

so i had been in a bad mood for few hours yesterday

i used to be very frugal before

but yesterday

due to my depression

i ate alot and spent lots of my savings buying junk food and drinks at the pasar malam - -

started to feel regret now lol

Okay FINE

this is just a small case , right ? T.T

maybe you will say : this is just a unimportant subject

maybe you will say : it is not worth it

yes ? maybe i was overreacting

However

have you tried before ? 

you face a great disappointment although you have already put into much efforts ?!

Whatever ...

it is all over !

I start to compromise.

luckily Chinese and BM didn't disappoint me

everything was running in a smooth way

all I need to do is to move forward

no fear , no doubt

the subjects which i m going to sit for on the upcoming Monday will be Economics and Elementrary Math

they are my favourite (:

my hope and maybe specialty ?

I will do as well as i can 

make sure to maintain the level of mine and don't make any careless stupid mistake

Can't wait to October 25th !

YES !

MY BIG BIG DAY !

my 18th birthday ! and the last day of UEC !

Haaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


can't wait for movies , foods , drinks , shopping , and freedom !

PLEASE

Make it quick

this exam is driving me insane

this is the most exhausting and tiring experience that i've ever had

hmm

*speechless* 

opps

i think it is time to go (:

fighting for Economics !

Say No to midnight oil =p

the weather is getting worse and unpredictable recently
it rains sometimes
but the scorching sun may come out just after few hours

very changeable



Take Care Of Your Health friends (:




BYE