Wednesday, April 29, 2015

pieces of shit

Everything around me just went wrong all of a sudden

Countless and tiring meetings and events
Coursework loads that I cant even manage to handle
Thousand billion times of fight and arguments
To meet the expectation and perfectionism inside me
I cant, I am overwhelmed

I don't even manage to get a good sleep these few days
Being tossed and turned on the bed thinking of tomorrow
I don't wanna face tomorrow
I am going crazy and in deep anxiety
Do you even know the feeling ? The feeling is swallowing me gradually deep inside
The feeling that you start to lose faith in yourself and worry that you can't finish all the works and tasks on time

Please, just let me go though this.
Be brave.

I'm a messy piece of shit. Right now, right here.

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